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In Exchange for This

by Zak M.

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Did you see that barnyard flower? Would it dignify the asphalt? Was it through that dimpled screen door? Could you read the blurry caption? No, I was looking for my nephew in the looming sidewalk bushes Could you hear the gruesome crash? At the complicated intersection Did it interrupt your stories? Was it only stormy weather? No, I was listening for voices in the static interference. Although I string the words in order, I can't establish meaning. I hear the water boil when I see the rising steam. Did you say where you were going? Did you pantomime remorse? When you were whispering you IOU's did it shred your vocal cords? I said goodbye to the city of peacocks I spit my gum in a basket of tropical fruit I snubbed my nose Gargled my passcode to giddy abandon I wiped the drool off my chin with the cuff of my blouse I cast redemption out of me
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The End (free) 02:03
Parsley for the modern dish The physical realm is a sequin veil Welcome to frosted glass Don't ask what gentle clouds the sky I woke up with this song on my face I wasted my youth Humor waxes the neediest beg I said I was done but I'm not
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Fishy (free) 02:21
Fishy deploys the messy medium One lawn chair beside the mumbling grass The median cat evokes a desirable air Faking the guest list Go home and go to sleep, it's Saturday night I saw him punch his palm in the exit row The wet thwack, two fat hands I lifted one ear-flap during the conversation Fishy signs plaster the ritzy bubble One little kid, one little kid The medium drink clears the plastic thermos Dripping self-confidence man Go out in the gray world, the work week I saw him loose his hesitant foot The clumsy lope, the cane I named it in exchange for this
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Free Cruelty (free) 03:19
30 minutes and its yours 30 minutes older Hoedown at the down-home morgue Halfway through the halftime war Surrender with a halftime feel Purebred choreography Wheelbarrows down free cruelty corridor where effigies scratch glass cupboard doors Romance at the padlock potluck Flickering cashmere candles Steam adorns the linen soup Clean design stumps the sawed-off trunk The service economy chews your lunch 30 minutes clock-out break Can enable the shopping basket-case Add this to your cart Labor is a work of art the waiting is the hardest part when the party was loud said I haven't got the heart the spine hardly holds the head heavy branches break the tree the most important part for me is what it means to you
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The Ground Groaned (free) 01:23
I ask me this autographs the sitcom Unwanted I worry the ponytail taut It's not even eleven Whenever the median tickles the wheels on the bus Unlovely loosens the sordid denial Eyes on the wardrobe door The story was wounded The music was
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A Permanent Stain (free) 00:59
I never knew a permanent stain a clean perspective would allow. The cloudy day comforts me. I never held a languid pose.
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3 Drops (free) 01:04
Have a blessed day disaster The folded sun impassive And swerving the split u-turn, your shadowy car How I wonder what you are When bad eyes unblink defiance Dread bubbles over my surly island Before I tell you don't tell 3 drops
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Throw Across 2 (free) 05:19
Crude language and mildew Fantasy water is a free add-on The restive jay's limpid squawk Gray water tiara We saw the hawk drink mud The panicked device drowns in beige rice Crows taunting the factory cats Peel a khaki banana peel back You need to pay attention Bland applause Unspools the cottony nightmare meal Your painted tile basin I swore a fungus cloud for you I drank the cloudy tap I thought I heard angry birds I saw you try the necklace on I saw you watch the sewage stream I saw it on the clipping feed When heaving cogs whistle in rooms Collars the keeper in cuffs Raw ammunition To mesmerize the laughing broth Threads the rusted screw I painted a face on my face I picked at the mold on the grout I lionized the drainage ditch I let the weather in I drew the lightning through my house I drew the lightning through my house Wherever resentment runs deep I saw wilderness pickled in offices And swaddled in plexiglass sheets
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Unmountain (free) 02:16
corroded rose cast-iron bunny rabbit I broke the antique book I carried the shopping cart to the next booth I felt like a dirt field destined for condos I saw the man cave artisan metallic rocks midwest driftwood home of the frozen fishbowl home of the old world mask semiautomatic muscular golf cart
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You Know You Know (free) 01:51
you know I want to lay down when the streetlights kick on this is a fine piece of ground yes whenever we cross the despicable street we miss the part of the song where the chorus repeats I dabbed at the blood on my face with a paper receipt dogs are laughing in the yard they never believe what you say when you say what you mean and you act like you are you know I want to lay down in the dark where the ceiling fan screams the babbling river is bubbling tar

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released May 11, 2020

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